In a Long Search for the Answers, I finally Found One

In a long search for the answers, I finally found one. It was always a burning question for me. I was pushing myself very hard to get the answer, but there were only darkness and no light, no path to go, no destination. The question was so painful for me that I was not able to sleep properly. Every moment of my life was asking me the question and there was no path, destination or guide available to get the answer. How to get an answer to a question which is beyond the scope of the human mind? There are lots of answers available, but they are open-ended and do not satisfies me even the one who answered it.

 My questions were

 - What is the purpose of every life?

 - Why everything lives?

 - Why every life has an end?

 - Why there are emotions?

 - From where we came?

 - What is our destination?

 - Is there any soul?

 - How this all universe came into existence?

 - How this universe works and who controls it?

 - What is beyond the universe?

Now as I started reading different views on this, I found most of them are based on assumptions. One writer nullifying another writer. I needed some rock-solid one. I started my journey. I started with pure meditation and asked myself the same questions but in a different way. I just did one thing I made the questions open-ended just like answers! After some hard work and continue meditation I was able to figure out some answers. 

# What is the purpose of every life -

In my view, it is "nothing". But still, this "nothing" has something very important. It is nothing to do with anything. Life must be lived. The only purpose of every life is that it must live and create motions to the universe. The universe is a very sharp calculative structure. Every form of energy is responsible for its existence and functions. Life always changes form and this change of form in the form of life and death creates vibrations, energy. This energy and vibrations help other life's functions. The universe created us and we help universe work. It's like God created us and then we give power to God by worshiping. It is being said somewhere that Gods gets their powers and energy from the prayers and worship of their devotees. So the universe is highly dependent on us and so we are. The main purpose of life is to live properly and then change form and live another life and so on. This is it.

# Why everything lives-

Life has been given to us to live. We live not because of what else we can do, but it’s a cycle and it must be completed to get into another one. Nothing has to be achieved, no destination. We only can live it, nothing else. So it must be enjoyed with its pleasure and pain. I found life only a thought. It's in the thoughts of us. It's only in the thoughts of others. We are alive because we think so, we are alive because others think so. Every living and non-living thing is just thoughts in different minds. When we are welcomed with opportunities and the favorable response we are enjoying life. When there is a tough time in life we are helpless. This is all products of our thoughts nothing else. There is no time in space. So there is no past, no future. Even if we go beyond that there is no present also. It’s just thoughts deciding and categorizing into past, present and future.Only thoughts are there, it’s like a feeling of something which is not there as we saw it. Everything is changing its form, our body, bacteria in the body, cells of the body, breath, even the thoughts. We intercept them as per our capacity, in the boundary of limitations of our sensory. Some animals can see fewer colors than us. Some animals can smell more strongly than us. So we think that things are as we intercept them but there must be more of it, some secrets not revealed to us because of the limitations of our sensory. So overall its nothing, just changing of form.

# Why every life has an end

First of all, there is no end or beginning. It's a continuous process of changing forms. One end is the raw material for a new beginning. There is only energy everywhere. And the transformation of energy is called an end or a beginning. Energy never ends. We categorize this energy's into different types according to the information given to us by our parents, society, masters, etc. We think of an animal, we think of humans, we think of God and beyond, the one that created God and so on. It’s like liquid, solid and gas. Gas converted into Liquid, and then liquid converted to solid, again solid converted to gas and so on. Nothing to achieve, only contribution to the chain of transformation.

to be continued...